hey everyone,

i am kinda pissed now...of course it's because of my family...my dad is like flipping out on me all the time for no apparent reason...and then my sister is like so conceited about her haircut...she thinks it is horrible (which it really isn't) and then she keeps getting upset about it...so to try to boost her confidence and try new hairstyles on her, but she of course "did not feel like it"...it's like you don't have to do anything but still on your ass while someone else fixes it...whatever...and then comes anna...it's like she calls me and of course it is to do her a favor cuz that's the only reason she probably needs me but of course me being the pushover that i am did her the favor and lied to her parents...whatever...i love how she calls me and then uses me...i just can't stand people right now..later..

hey everyone,

well yes, today i had work and it was my last day which was kinda sad...but at least i got to work with jen, shawn, and brennan which was very fun...and it was also fun working with jen lue...she's so nice and awesome to be around..and i said my farewells to everyone...including susan...although it was weird because she was really nice to me and very understanding...wow, totally not what i expected...so yeah..that was my last day...and then now i am at home and i am bored...and i most likely ate all the food in our pantry...and i am just looking forward to school, i just wanna change everything right now...like my look and like my daily routine... i am just so bored and lazy...but once the school year starts i hope everything will look up...like as a senior it should be awesome...i can't wait to paint the shack...and like go to all the football games...and homecoming!!!...omg i am just getting so excited...i can't wait!!...hopefully school and college apps wont be too stressful lol...well i think i am going to read something or whatnot... i will write later...bye!

hey everyone,

well yeah...i got a new layout...surprise...surprise...i just get so bored with my existing layouts and then i change then and prolly a week from now it will be different..haha...well i am bored...and everyone is gone...so i am really bored at home...but i am really excited to start school again...i feel like i am totally estranged from like all my friends...i can't wait to see everyone again...also...i can't wait to get new clothes and stop bumming out...i think i have had pretty much the most dullest summer...so school sounds pretty much great right now...so yeah...and also i can't wait to see who are in my classes...please comment and tell me if your in my classes...or just comment for the hell of it...k?...well i g2g...later babes!

hey everyone,

well i have finally come back home from my college visits...it feels so good to sleep in my room and have my laptop..haha...well yes i went to visit university of virginia and university of  north carolina...uva wasn't that great and i don't even think i will apply or for that matter get in but that doesn't matter because i don't even want to go there..haha..and then comes unc which is an awesome school with a great campus and all but out of all four of the colleges i saw i still want to go to university of pittsburgh the most...but the weird thing was that my dad was so like you should schedule all these campus visits but didn't even come to the two best colleges..oh well..it was better because me and preethi could just talk to each other and not have to pay attention...well after that we went to my dad's friend's house which was huge...but when we got there no one was home and the front door was open so we went in and took a tour..lol...and then they came home and their daughter came like twenty minutes after that and she was sooo nice...but i thought that she was really mature and all...but slowly we became really close...and she was just as immature as us (yeah, imagine that)...haha...and the next day after we arrived we went to the outer banks which wasn't as fun as i expected but i did get a couple waves...yay!...but then when me and preethi came out of the water we were so lost...but we finally found everyone (after like 20 minutes of muscle-aching walking)..then we went to pizza hut and had a bunch of food...then since the next day would be our last day in north carolina...we decided to stay up all night...since it was already one o' clock...so we decided to watch coach carter...which was awesome...but preethi fell asleep in the middle of the movie...then me and dhivya (their daughter) started talking and i learned so much from her..we talked for so long about almost everything possible...i realized from our talk that i should appreciate my life because i finally realized how much better my life is than other people's lives...so we talked from like four to like eight thirty in the morning..and then we finally went to sleep and we ate lunch and left around three and arrived at our house at 11...after all that traffic from like richmond to washington dc...and then i just went to sleep...then today me preethi liz and lindsey went to see red eye which was a really good movie and rachel mcadams looked really pretty in the movie...so yeah..and now i am at home writing in my xanga...and oh yeah i got my schedule...so i guess i will post it...

fall-->1-political science-campbell; 2-ap calculus-kerrigan;3/4(bdf)-ap health-knox;3/4(ace)-public speaking-ricci;5-lunch;6-english-arters

spring-->1-physics-cartwright;2-spanish IV-gavin;3/4(ace)-ap calculus-kerrigan; 3/4(bdf)-gym-laflamme; 5-lunch; 6-biology II-frost

so yeah that's my schedule..in addition to college apps and sat's and act's plus a social life..so yeah that should be interesting..but i can't wait for senior year and painting the shack..and sr. prom and everything else!!!...woohoo...it should be awesome...lol...well i am gonna get something to eat and watch some tv before my cable gets disconnected..later!!